Anticlimaxes.....

Isn't it horrible when you've been waiting for ages for something to happen and you think that it's going to be amazing, but then it happens and you feel a little bit let down by the event? I had that this week and I left feeling incredibly deflated - and it wasn't like the thing was really THAT amazing! I'm not going to say what it is just in case one day the people involved read this and get incredibly hurt! I think that I had big expectations about the people that were going to be at the event, and they didn't really deliver........

I don't know if this is all related, but I am feeling incredibly BLAH at the moment - reality of life setting in maybe? I don't know - I just feel like curling up in a small ball under a duvet and crying! Life just feels incredibly............I dont' know what the word is - boring? - maybe like it's not leading anywhere for me right now. I don't know.


I can't decide whether to publish this or not - I've written it when I'm feeling quite low and it's 7.55am (ish), after a very late night, so I don't think my brains' quite switched on.........hmmmm, do I dare leave something this personal??????

Oh stuff it, I'll publish!